Relationships...

This blog thing is kind of addictive.....was about to crawl into my bed and go to sleep instead I thought putting my thoughts down would be a better idea.....

Respect, love, trust, commitment, morals.......I could mention a zillion words that all lead to one thing......amazing how we have to go through each trial and error stage with someone to try and decide if they are good for us.....then, just when you think everything is peachy and they are good, a curve ball comes along and makes you wonder all over again....

Many people hate it when your current mentions the words, "my ex". As of yesterday so do I....its a very long story and actually way to intense to get into but I have no idea what to do now in this situation!
Thing is yesterday I knew exactly what I thought of the whole situation and then today, just like that, I couldnt care less. Ive come to the conclusion that its to protect myself that I have switched off all emotions.....is that possible?

In one week I will be on an aeroplane flying home.....its been 7 months since I saw Table Mountain and I cant actually believe that its been that long because in a way it feels like the other day. Living on a ship really messes with my time frames....I feel like Ive been dating Yoni for AGES but its actually been just over a month!!! Where do the days go? I think because everything is so small and intense on the ship that the time gets made to feel longer....got 3 weeks in SA which I bet will fly by like no tomorrow! :( Am gonna do my best to make the best of each day and fit in as many of my planned things in....

Just blabbering now....pointless carrying on!!
As they say in the movies, "thats a rap!"
8 more sleeps to go!
*wave*

Its Wednesday night and our last time in Santorini!!! We busy sailing away from one of the most beautiful places I have ever been too. Hopefully one day in the future I will be able to come back and spend a week or so here....if you ever get the chance to visit Santorini I would HIGHLY recommend it!!

The day was spent riding around on scooters with the boys. Was rather romantic as it was 3 couples. Lots of fun actually! :) Watching the other couples made me think of lots of things and also wonder what they think of me and my man.
Its been just over a month and everything is still very new....still getting to know each other and so far so good!!! One little thing that might cause some issues but hopefully with trust and communication it wont!!!

Decided to take on Adams tag mission so here goes:

1) I cant sing to save my life even though its one of the things I wish I could do!!!
2) When I was little I wanted to be a Ice Skater.
3) Its easier to name which vegtables I eat than to name the ones I dont!!
4) Ive been to a million zillion different places in the world yet I still havent seen snow!
5) I love hanging upside down at great heights but I find climbing a ladder scary!
6) I never finished high school instead I ran away and joined the circus.
7) I went to 7 different schools and did a year of correspondence.
8) I have never had any operations or spent longer than a 3 hours in a hospital.
9) I get moody if I spend to many days without hanging upside down!
10) I am a photo freak! The amount of photos I have is ridiculous!
11) I think I have a friend on every continent of the world (Will have to check and confirm as my knowledge of the continents is bad!)
12) I can count to 10 and name 10 animals in Hebrew.
13) I dont have a middle name.
14) I still have all my wisdom teeth and my appendix.
15) I have not read all the Harry Potter books or watched all the Lord of the Kings
16) If I could spend a week with a famous person it would be Britney Spears.
17) My 21st birthday was at a Sushi Bar and I hate the stuff.
18) Torture is putting me somewhere without cellphone signal or internet access.
19) I have 4 piercings and 1 tattoo.
20) I wear contact lenses.

Wow, that was quite tough actually. Not exactly sure who Im suppose to tag as I dont have any taggable friends!! Another thing is I cant remember what time I started the challenge.

Lots of things floating around in my head today. So many things I dont understand about the human race and its things I will probably never understand!

Ooooh, some useless gossip - A couple I work with are getting divorced. Apparently she found him in bed with another woman!!! Rather surprised at him because I would never have thought anything like this would happen with them....they've been married for 10 years and I NEVER saw it coming! Not surprising however because it seems everyone on the ships do it. Just seems to be an okay thing especially with the Italians. One word of advice, if you not with your bf/gf on a ship, dont keep dating them! :(

Right, time to run!
*wave*

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY to meeee!!

So yesterday was my birthday....another one has come and gone!! Cant believe that Im on the 24 mark!! WHERE DID THE YEARS go ?

The day was lovely with the great food, good friends and lots of tequila.

Started off having breakfast on deck 11 with Julie, Bo and Robin. YUMMMMMY!! Decided that another hour of sleep would be a good idea so headed back into bed!
Got off the ship and dashed to the restuarant where Karen and I tried to decorate the place. Def not something Im very good at!!

People arrived, we drank, drank more, had some delicious food and then drank more!! Had lots of fun and man are there alot of photos!!!

Will be putting them up shortly so keep checking back!

*wave*

piccie from the canal

Here is a piccie from the canal! Got a little wind blown!

Useless one!

Its been a week since I started my blog and I have impressed myself with a few entries!! They have all been short and sweet but Im sure as I get better at this and spend more time actually writing and not chatting they will become longer!

Still trying to work out the whole adding images thing and this and that so give me some time. Would love any ideas/suggestions which could make it all easier!

Got 18 days to go and then I will be standing on South African soil. Its a very very exciting thought and well CT HERE I COME!!!

Got so many things Im gonna have to fit into my 3 weeks but hopefully I can do that thing they call time management!!!

BIG day tomorrow. Yip, its my birthday and Im gonna be hitting 24!! OMG....where did the years go? I remember not so long ago being 18......

Always wonder where Im suppose to be in life at the age of 24 and well....its there any right or wrong stage!?

Off to meet a friend....well, an ex in a way! He is staying on the ship for 3 days and things have been really weird around him!! Ive started seeing someone new, we'll call him Y2K for now. He is funny as hell and just puts a silly smile on my face. *said in South African accent* I like him alot!!!
Its been a whole month tomorrow and its scary how the days have flown by!!! Would be lieing if I didnt say I sort of scared. After the whole Imri story, Im trying to play things easy and safe!!!

Time to dash!
*wave*

I'll tell you if you promise not to tell anyone....

Amazing how that sentence gets used to pass on info/gossip from one person to another. Annoying how that you tell a person in COMPLETE confidence but then they go and tell someone else, in APPARENTLY complete confidence.

Its happened a few times this year and well each time I just brush it off but today I looked like a complete idiot when I was asked how another person knew something I got told.

I guess the moral of the story is to just not repeat anything. Its a horrible thought but I think the best way to maintain trust and save moments like today!

To not telling another soul....
*wave*

Out and About - Corinth Canal

Up really really really early this morning (7am) to go on an excursion to the Corinth Canal in Athens. WOW is a good work to use I guess. It just has this peaceful feeling surrounding it.

We first stopped on the bridge which goes over the canal and then later we got to go on a boat and sail up and down it. Just really amazing. Difficult to explain really. Guess you gotto see it for yourself!!!

*wave*

A cold Santorini day!

Its Wednesday again which means another day in Santorini!! Only 3 more after this which is rather sad cause I like it here!!!

The weather today has proved that winter is definetly on the way! :( We went to the beach but didnt remove any clothing, instead we put on jumpers!!

Off to organise things for my birthday party next week. Cant believe Im turning 24!!! WHERE DID THE YEARS go?

Thats all for now!
*wave*

My first entry

Okay, its gonna be short and sweet cause I dont really have time now.

Decided that its time I try and keep a blog going! Just like my diary on my website its probably neva gonna be up-to-date but Im sure gonna try!!!!

Signing out for now!

*wave*