Missing the ex!

Sunday night sailing to Bari...

Its been just over a month now since my man got sent home and Im finding it really difficult to adjust. I miss so him much and well, me being the unlucky one who is stuck here, (not to sound soppy or anything) but I think Im worse off.
He is back home and well life has pretty much just carried on for him. He moved into his apartment, started doing those things you do at home and even makes weekend plans (living on board, the word weekend doesnt really mean much!)

With so much time on my hands and the series, Sex and the City being on sale, you can imagine what Ive been doing. Im not sure its the best series to be watching while being man sad and lonely but it just gets me thinking so much!!! Its rather scary how right she is about so many things in life....

Is it really worth giving our hearts to someone when there is like a HUGE risk involved? I mean how many times do we have to stick our heart back together before Mr Right comes along? When are we suppose to stop what we are doing and make finding Mr Right the biggest Priorty?
I have so many friends who are either in a serious relationship, engaged or even married (WITH kids).....I know (or so Ive been told), Mr Right will come
along when you least expect it but Im starting to think that line is just nonsense...

With my best friend tucked in next door with her boyfriend, Im off to sleep with good memories of my ex who just doesnt seem to get it....why is it that one person always seems to suffer more when a break up (no matter what the reason) has happened? Why does one person always miss the other move? Why does it have to be so hard???

To that thing called love.....

Layla Tov