Love, life and emotions

Its been over a month since my ex left and well his life seems to be going on just fine. Its really difficult because usually I believe things people say but should we? How do we actually know when people are telling the truth?

Since living on the ships I have learnt sooo much about how people work. Ive seen so much unfaithfulness, lies and how people just dont have a clue that they are being lied to and how their boyfriend/girlfriends have other lives.

Here is an example....someone I know has had a girlfriend for almost a year now. During that time I know of 5 girls he has slept with while being with her. Its not an open relationship and she has NO clue. A whole lot of other people know and she has confronted him but he lied his way out of it and she believes him.
Currently she is at home, in Naples and well, he has another shag on the ship, who knows about the girlfriend back home but believes something to the extent that he just doesnt have the heart to break up with her.....all alot of CROCK!

So yeah....I had this idea of how perfect my last relationship was and about how he cared about me and this and that but now it seems it was all just shit....he is home and its been a week since I last heard from him. Why should I always be the one making the contact.....if he really cared, shouldnt he be making some kind of effort.

Im pretty sure he is shagging someone new....whether shes just a time filler or the beginning of a new big relationship, I guess it just hurts that Ive been put to the past so quickly!!

Why do we fall inlove if each time someone has to come out hurting.....

I think Ive been watching to much Sex and the City :)

*wave*
Over and Out!