Sunnnnnnnny Weather

Its amazing how the weather can help improve a mood. I love sunshine and I love the way it makes me feel!

Today is really hot....rollerblading to internet was exhausting not only because of the heat but also because Im dead tired!! Had a late night, semi-early morning which included training. Been training rather hard and I think I can actually say Im fit. I mean I thought I was strong and all that but since Vera has been on the ship, Ive been doing fitness and strength with her and its made me realise how NOT strong I actually am!

Its the Cheif Engineers birthday today so we gonna have a big party tonight. Looking forward to it actually. Always nice to be around people. Last night all the girls ditched me again to go be with their men....I suppose I would do the same if I had a man but it really sucks because it happens almost everytime we go out!!

Still missing Yoni soooooooo much! Some days more than others but I guess there isnt much I can do.
We spoke on Sunday and after not really wanting to talk to him, a few moments of me telling him how upset I was and then some feelings from his side, we got talking like normal. He called yesterday again and that just made me miss him so much....

Still trying to work it all and well I dont think I will ever understand LOVE......

Time to dash!
*wave*